I'm struggling. My mental health is at such a low at the moment. I'm struggling to do basic things. I'm constantly overwhelmed. Surprisingly this isn't the norm for me, but the past 6 months have been so tense, so busy, so MUCH. I'm trying my best, I truly am. Sometimes it doesn't feel like my … Continue reading Note from my brain.
The waves roll up towards me,Close to my bare feet,I can almost feel them,They sway,They splash,But they never touch me,I yearn for the feeling,The feeling when they finally touch me,Like my breathing,The water is so shallow,Like whispers in the ears of lovers,Their sound sweet, soothing, exciting,I sit not too far from the water,Feeling the wet … Continue reading Consumed.
You were my best friend, my sidekick, You were my shoulder to cry on, my ear to listen, I thought you were the light in some of my darkest times, I appreciated you, felt affection for you. Then I got the call. I heard the truth, from many mouths, Mouths I knew, mouths that demanded … Continue reading The Call.
Last year was a journey for me, many things changed, evolved and new opportunities came to my attention. That's most likely why I took such a long break from blogging. I needed last year to work on myself and my future, which I have done. As you all know recovery and knowledge come with time, … Continue reading The Journey
How do you deal with losing someone? I wanted to write this blog post because its close to my heart and its somewhat the reason for this blog actually. I haven't mentioned it until now, because I've been so panicked about writing it, but this is for and about my Grancha. So here goes. Four … Continue reading Why Sunflowers?