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Who advocates for a child? (Possible TW)

Here is me, aged thirteen Since a young age I've always been reasonably independent. I wanted to do things on my own, make my own mistakes and be my own person. However, this changed when I realised I was becoming ill. I lost my sense of independence and relied on others to help me make … Continue reading Who advocates for a child? (Possible TW) →

thesocialpariah Uncategorized Leave a comment 3rd Sep 202010th Sep 2020 7 Minutes

Empath

On some level, most people will know what empathy is. But do they know what it’s like to be an empath? To sit in the presence of somebody else and physically feel what they feel. Sitting in a room of people feeling the emotions of all of those who surround them. I do, I feel … Continue reading Empath →

thesocialpariah BPD, My Life Leave a comment 28th Jun 202028th Jun 2020 4 Minutes

Mourning

Mourning is often something we think of in relation to death, but mostly the death of a physical being. That isn’t the only thing we mourn though. Is it? We can mourn mundane things, like the end of a club, the end of school, the end of a relationship but also the end of the … Continue reading Mourning →

thesocialpariah Depression Leave a comment 6th Jun 20208th Jun 2020 7 Minutes

Consumed.

The waves roll up towards me,Close to my bare feet,I can almost feel them,They sway,They splash,But they never touch me,I yearn for the feeling,The feeling when they finally touch me,Like my breathing,The water is so shallow,Like whispers in the ears of lovers,Their sound sweet, soothing, exciting,I sit not too far from the water,Feeling the wet … Continue reading Consumed. →

thesocialpariah Inner Thoughts 2 Comments 5th Jun 20207th Jun 2020 1 Minute

The Call.

You were my best friend, my sidekick, You were my shoulder to cry on, my ear to listen, I thought you were the light in some of my darkest times, I appreciated you, felt affection for you. Then I got the call. I heard the truth, from many mouths, Mouths I knew, mouths that demanded … Continue reading The Call. →

thesocialpariah Inner Thoughts 2 Comments 5th Jun 20205th Jun 2020 1 Minute

TW: SA – Survivor

When you’re a victim, you’re a survivor. I have a hard time, especially with this. The police call you a victim, they treat you like glass, they ask what they need to while trying to comfort you in a slight way. The people around you see you as a victim, but are you? Or did … Continue reading TW: SA – Survivor →

thesocialpariah Trauma 2 Comments 2nd Jun 20203rd Jun 2020 5 Minutes

Life Can Change Us

The title of this post is powerful, which it should be. Life can change us, for the worst and the best. But sometimes up to you how life affects you, you can manipulate and shape yourself and your life to whatever end you choose, but it takes time and commitment. My life has always been … Continue reading Life Can Change Us →

thesocialpariah My Life, Uncategorized 1 Comment 30th May 20203rd Jun 2020 4 Minutes

TW: Abuse – To My Narcissist

I was in a relationship with someone who often wasn't my equal partner, nor were they supportive of me, someone who made me feel very isolated in the relationship, made me feel like a problem. But I owe this person a lot. They were beside me through a lot of things, they made allowances for … Continue reading TW: Abuse – To My Narcissist →

thesocialpariah Trauma Leave a comment 25th Jan 20203rd Jun 2020 5 Minutes

The Journey

Last year was a journey for me, many things changed, evolved and new opportunities came to my attention. That's most likely why I took such a long break from blogging. I needed last year to work on myself and my future, which I have done. As you all know recovery and knowledge come with time, … Continue reading The Journey →

thesocialpariah My Life Leave a comment 7th Sep 20198th Jun 2020 3 Minutes

Why Sunflowers?

How do you deal with losing someone? I wanted to write this blog post because its close to my heart and its somewhat the reason for this blog actually. I haven't mentioned it until now, because I've been so panicked about writing it, but this is for and about my Grancha. So here goes. Four … Continue reading Why Sunflowers? →

thesocialpariah My Life 6 Comments 22nd Mar 201919th Nov 2020 3 Minutes

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thesocialpariah

I'm Ash but I'm better known by my alias _pariah, here is where I document my life, struggles, knowledge and where I express myself. I suffer with Borderline Personality Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Fibromyalgia, plus a few other side issues. I'm a very blunt, but caring person with a big heart. I'm studying a Psychology degree so I can help people who have been in similar situations and headspaces as myself. Anyway, enjoy reading!

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